Hello again. If anyone out there is reading this I have to say thank you for sticking with me still. Well anyone its been a hectic few days since I last talked to you. I'm just coming from a movie premiere(not telling you what, that would give it away)and I feel awful. Just seeing all of my loyal fans, they really trust and love me. Looking back at my old self, I don't see how I could see those sweet faces every day and still do what I did. The old time I felt faint, I haven't eaten in days. Did I also mention I'm anexoric? Yikes, well I am, I'm also trying to work on that.
Yesterday I started work on my new movie. Exciting as heck yet I can not bring myself to enjoy it. I try to remember back when I first started acting and every new job was a new challenge. Now, my horrible judgement had ruined it for me. Maybe on my journey I'll get it back.
My journey keeps on moving, hopefully I will with it.
Love and Happiness to all of you. Signing off as Jacqueline LaFronza.

New Beginning's

Who am I? That is a question I have just recently started to ask myself. If any of you knew the true me, then you would wonder to. I'm not saying this to brag. This is the truth. Every single one of you out there knows who I am. In the public's eye, I am a golden girl. Beautiful and smart, charming and wise. Yet on the inside, I'm a recovering alcholic, a drug addict, and a breaker of hearts. Yet, I want to change that.
I want to change myself, find out why I went down that path in the first place. The path that led me here. I can't try to change myself in the public's eyes. That will drive me back to insanity. So here I sit, pouring my hearts out to people who could probably care less. But this is my sanctutary, I feel safe here...maybe this is the best place to begin.
Over the next year my journey shall begin. In public I will be kind and continue doing what I do best. Entertaining.
But here is where the real journey begins. The one catch? You don't know who I am. I just hope, that despite that fact, someone will reach out and help me in this tough time. It will show me that people don't only care for me when I'm famous. You are the people that will give me the courage to keep going. Thank you all. Signing off as Jacqueline LaFronza, but inside the real me, we'll stay logged on.
Welcome to the Jackie Project.