Who am I? That is a question I have just recently started to ask myself. If any of you knew the true me, then you would wonder to. I'm not saying this to brag. This is the truth. Every single one of you out there knows who I am. In the public's eye, I am a golden girl. Beautiful and smart, charming and wise. Yet on the inside, I'm a recovering alcholic, a drug addict, and a breaker of hearts. Yet, I want to change that.
I want to change myself, find out why I went down that path in the first place. The path that led me here. I can't try to change myself in the public's eyes. That will drive me back to insanity. So here I sit, pouring my hearts out to people who could probably care less. But this is my sanctutary, I feel safe here...maybe this is the best place to begin.
Over the next year my journey shall begin. In public I will be kind and continue doing what I do best. Entertaining.
But here is where the real journey begins. The one catch? You don't know who I am. I just hope, that despite that fact, someone will reach out and help me in this tough time. It will show me that people don't only care for me when I'm famous. You are the people that will give me the courage to keep going. Thank you all. Signing off as Jacqueline LaFronza, but inside the real me, we'll stay logged on.
Welcome to the Jackie Project.
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